been a while

It's been ten years of BB. Insane. While it gives me a chill to think of all the time gone by, I'm also left feeling like I haven't yet begun. After a wild ride through multiple identities, many layers have shed. Never felt like I was ready to arrive though. Through it all, establishing a business with the love of my life, kept me starry eyed on the daily. We created worlds from nothing, gave permanence to so many feelings we've felt together and apart. HANNAN, literally a piece of my heart, became a playground for my impulsive instincts. Believe it or not, it still feeds off of my moods. I'm trying to let go. NADI NADI is the child that needs little from you, you know. After two heavy duty needy kids. In these ten years, I've journeyed from being shy to being way too comfortable in my skin, from getting my heart broken to having it come back to the most beautiful form. Big Kintsugi feels. I've been the wildest and also the most centred, all in phases. 
After spending two weeks in Japan, that took over me like nothing ever has, the final few layers shed. Of course I've questioned all that I'm doing because I realize what matters the most to me is to have my inner and outer worlds in sync. And they're always keeping up with my ever evolving sense of self.
Buttttt..... why BB still?
I've been away for too long to not notice this pull that keeps bringing me back to the sketchpad, to my insanely talented team of the best folks and to the BB muses who keep the tales alive. A lot could've happened in ten years but it's all that didn't happen that inspires me.